17 and struggling with lust bad
Im 17 and have been watching porn and masturbating since 11 almost every day. Recently I’ve noticed it had to keep eye contact with girls and I get really nervous and anxious when a girl I find attractive is right in front of me. I’m a decent looking guy and girls hit me up but I always end up cutting them off and just resort to porn and masterbation. The longest I’ve gone without beating my shit is 2 weeks and now I’m deciding to quit in general I want a real girlfriend and more discipline masturbating fucks up every thing after i masturbate i have no self control over anything please help me and give me some wise words as I go through this journey of quitting
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