Sorry life
Day 49
by Jay
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It’s weird like, I want to share but then I don’t because I don’t want to be a downer to others with the bs I’m facing. I honestly feel like bojak (lmao). I want to stop self sabotage but it’s the only thing I know, and to make the change every day is fucking hard. Life doesn’t really seem worth it anymore. Family’s cool, got food to eat, but fuck man, I’m hurting deep. Can’t let anyone in because it all ends anyways so what’s the point. Sure the streak is nice but it’s only gotten me so far, I still fucked up and have always had hatred to myself. Sure God can forgive but I can’t forgive myself
Mark 12:30-31 New American Standard Bible 1995 30 and you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ 31 The second is this, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.”