Trials and failures only build endurance

It took me 1 minute, and 1 image, to lose. 20 day streak yesterday. No one was home, so the temptation was strong, and I ended up laying on my bed with my phone, which was a huge mistake, and I searched up images that I knew would stay blurred because I kept safesearch on because I didn’t want to relapse, but the urge felt so strong. And then I ended in blurring a photo and immediately regretted it and shut it down, put away my phone and went to the Bible. I even had to tell my girlfriends last night which hurt, but I told her I was done with lying. Thankfully my father in heaven blessed me with a woman who understands my struggle and loves me so much that she only wants to help. I’m sharing this because I want you guys to realize what I realized after I relapsed. THIS IS A CHANCE TO LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES! I know what I did wrong, I chose to be alone in my room and lay down with my phone, and when I felt those urges, I didn’t seek out for help, I ignored this app and I ignored the Bible and just went for it. Never again. Every time you guys relapse, every time you guys fail, don’t be discouraged, see it as a chance to grow your endurance stronger. We can do this guys! I’m pushing to end this forever and we can all do that.