Relapse

I just made it 45 days without viewing any porn. I almost had a few slips but I didn’t give in. I did tonight and now I feel awful. I was feeling pretty confident about everything and now having to start over feels like such a setback. I started to feel great not having to be ashamed of what I did in secret and I felt like life was getting better without porn. I honestly didn’t want to look at it and I didn’t really have a desire to do it but I ended up falling down the rabbit hole and here we are. I’m very disappointed in myself but now I know if I can make it 45 days, I can definitely go further. So I’m starting over and I’m going to try and keep a positive attitude despite my recent failure