Failed, but learned

First time joining, the app has been great. Just failed a 13-day streak and disappointed to say the least but Im not going to let this hold me down, I know I can break this addiction and having this long streak has really emboldened me as well. My main mistake was that I would still masturbate occasionally without porn and just tell myself that “it’s okay, you’ve been addicted for 3 years, at least your porn free still”. However, I think that this lenient attitude towards masturbation and also my complacency towards the end of my streak led me to give in. Other mistakes were not getting my morning started quick enough which lead to more complacency and temptation and in general just being on social media too much is a direct gateway to relapse. Overall, while im disheartened that I relapsed, I want to take these lessons to heart and get to my month goal, and hopefully forever break free.