Confusion
Day 0
by Dominic
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Tbh I started October 8th 2023 I believe somewhere around there and I quit September 19th 2024. My life was fucking miserable and the amount of times I thought of killing myself would make the devil cry. I started April 1st I believe and I don’t even have a reason to do it, I don’t even do it when I’m bored and it doesn’t even feel good, when I nut it doesn’t feel like anything it’s just like bro, what was the point of that, it’s not self hate it’s just a question to myself, I can quit cuz I don’t even watch porn at all and my Mood doesn’t change when I do it it’s just depleting my testosterone and I can’t have that. You guys have any help cuz like I said I barely even like doing it I just do it out of habit tbh
I’m around the same spot u are bro. But then I realize that it’s not worth it. Iwent a while without being tempted I just did it just because. Now (might have to watch what I say here) i feel somewhat a sense of relief that I can be tempted and struggle with this. Once it’s a struggle it means we can be pulled out.