Hi.
Hi, my name is Jay and I have been free from point for 116 days up until this point about a couple months ago. I relapsed back into it and today I have been doing it like maybe once a day maybe sometimes twice but today I’ve done it three times and I’m ashamed because I don’t know how I’ve gotten back to this point I had given my life to Christ. I’ve swore myself I wouldn’t do it ever again and here I am praying about the same thing. I asked him to take away from me. It’s just exhausting. I don’t know why I’m doing this. I don’t know what I want. I’m missing inside that makes me want to do this, but I was just hoping someone could help me out just chat with me. You know it really comes from boredom you know I don’t really have many people to talk to so it gets me sometimes.
Bro that's crazy to get to day 116 I never made to 2 weeks but I'm now in day 5