Message long but I hope it’ll bless you

After deciding to end my prayer and fasting of the day, about an hour and a half when my family was home, I had received a random thought of me engaging in sexual activity when I was relaxed. I had to capture my thoughts quickly because for the past few days I been receiving those urges and I knew I couldn’t entertain that thought. know I were to give into those urges, it’ll cause a downward spiral for me to receive that feeling again and again. This will cause me to then beat myself up, becoming nonchalant about it, then asking for forgiveness until I receive motivation and momentum to try again. At the end of the day it’s not worth giving into that despite the urges ! it’s time to take control and not to give into the enemy. One thing I am realizing is when you have momentum, once you really connect with God, that’s when the enemy throws out distractions and that’s also when your desires are heightened ! Whether it’s random videos or pictures on social media, seeing certain people in the gym or just when you’re out and about. Also, when you see those things don’t blame them for what they are wearing or doing. They don’t know you’re issues, and its something we need to fix with God. Even if what they are doing is purposeful on making people turn towards their flesh, pray for them and turn away. When you’re making progress, the challenges come. So be excited because that’s when you know you’re on the right path. Don’t entertain it thinking you got it handled because you have momentum. Humble yourself.