60 day streak turned back to addiction.
I’m sharing this for some kind of accountability I guess but also to warn everyone. A few months ago I started with this app and had over a 60 day streak and felt so much better. One day, I let it slip and knew I messed up but thought I’d be able to continue on wrong without falling. Well, the addiction has been worse than ever, ever since that point. Getting through one day during the week has been rare lately. Pray for me boys. I don’t even feel bad about it after right now and that’s a scary place to be.
I feel that man. I go for 10, 11 days clean and then relapse once, relapse frequently for a couple days, then come back and try again. It’s a pretty frustrating cycle