Bastion against the storm
I’m on day 2. The longest I’ve made it was several months ago and I went two weeks without it, lost all libido and relapsed hard out of fear. I’m trying to stick to it now for the betterment of my life. The last two days have been rough. Stopped taking sleep aids to kick that habit while also restricting myself from porn and masturbation. Work has been hard because no one does their job so I have to pick up the slack or everything falls apart. My friend had to leave his girl and it’s bringing me down. I’m still supporting him through it because no one was there for me when I went through that. Our other friend is never around to support either of us. I will survive and push through this. I will be victorious. No matter how strong the storm I will weather it as an immovable mountain. I am my own bastion.
You can fucking do this Zed. I’m on day 23 and I felt that libido drop too, I couldn’t even get hard for my wife. But it passed and now the sex is getting better! It’s some sort of rebound thing, have no fear this time! It can be done! You’re a good person being there for your friend. Be open and lean into each other for support. Porn use can be a coping mechanism especially after a break up. Hold each other accountable and grow through the pain together. You are strong and brave I am proud of the actions you are taking.