I’ve just relapsed
Day 0
by Drink
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I just relapsed and I feel horrible. My goal was 20 days and I could t even make it past day 3. I’m a failure. I almost cancelled my subscription because I feel like I was doing better WITHOUT the app. I used to be able to go for weeks easily without porn but now I can’t even go more than 4 days. I refuse to give up though. I WILL make it to 20 days. I’m going to dedicate my heart to this cause and I will be triumphant. Join me on my journey to freedom.
Thinking about why I wanted to quit keeps me going and motivated. My “Why” is that I want to regain full control over my brain. The more I learned and self reflected I started to see how the addiction would take advantage of vulnerable moment and ruining my mood if something was blocking me from relapsing. It truly feels like an evil spirit trying to manipulate my actions. Anytime I get urges I think about my “Why” and how this feeling is similar to someone attempting to phish/scam me. It’s just manipulation that lead me to a bad situation if I give in. Also, joining this app shows that you’re putting in extra effort to quit the addiction. That could make the part of your brain that wants you to relapse work overtime in the short-term. Stay strong 💪 Hopefully some of that info helps you on your journey 🙂