Day 1

Hello everyone, my name is Isiah. Im in my final years of schooling, and as I draw close to the end, I realise that masturbation is something that has dictated my life from the very day I saw it. Some people may feel clarity after any of this, but I never do. I hate seeing beautiful people as objects and fro my own lust. I hate how I can fall into traps so easily. There are three main things I have set out to do this year. I wanted consistency in my training, which I have finally almost achieved, build my relationship with God and my family stronger, which is on a roll and finally this, to quit porn. I hate how this thing can turn a day upside down. You always tell yourself you don’t have it bad, yet im here saying it’s taking over my days. Im only doing it probably every 5 days, but I’m sick of not seeing the beautiful women for who they truly are, and I hate feeling guilt even though I have achieved so much. 90 days is all it will take, I will not stop journaling until we are there. Thank you for reading my speel, let’s do this together!!