Fighting in the mud

I’m going to be honest, it’s felt like every morning, every evening, every time I’m alone, I want to masturbate and watch porn. I’ve been trying to find out why. I realized it’s a lot. It’s the fun, the pleasure, and the control I feel from doing so. I want to be free. I’m living and hoping on Galatians 5:1. Lord, not I but you in me