Just my daily reminder of how badly porn has effected my life.

I can’t even begin to explain how much pain porn has given me. My lowest moments in life have been after a porn relapse. It just makes life worse that’s all there is to it. It just makes life worse. I want to die, I want the pain and stress to be over. I’m pissed that I can’t get over it. That I can’t get sober. I’m pissed that I’m not driven, that I’m wasting time. Wasting my life away. But I will no longer.