I can’t take this anymore

Day 0

by Leo

March 5, 2025 at 02:42 AM

126 upvotes

I’ve been 14 days porn free and just relapsed. I’ve been addicted to porn for 5 years now and it destroyed my life my sperm level is at 0, i can’t even last 30 seconds at the bed and don’t fell attracted to normal girls anymore, like i need super extreme content just to fell something and made so fucking depressed, im on antidepressants for 3 years now i considered suicide many times already, i don’t fell like God loves me anymore im 100% broken mentally and physically i’ve lost everything because of this addiction and i don’t think setting myself free of this is possible anymore i feel so distant of god, so fucking alone i don’t know what to do. I feel that i can’t change things for better like im tied up with this forever. I don’t how long i can take, at this pace i might just ending my fucking life

Comments (8)

Ian Wooldridge•166d ago

Stay strong and stay here! God loves you and we love you!

Olufemi•167d ago

Leo, the Lord is with you.

Ken•167d ago

God will never not love you He is love. Recognize that Jesus Christ died for your sins and will wipe your slate clean no matter what wrong you may have done as long as you accept his salvation. The guilt you feel is not of God. God wants you to feel conviction to do better not guilt or shame! So keep your head up brother and keep fighting!

Luke Williams•167d ago

God will never abandon you brother. We can do this I believe in you

Michael Over•167d ago

Aye bro do you need to talk on the phone?

D. Charts•167d ago

God will never leave you nor forsake you. He will never put anything on your plate that’s too much to bear. Go on a fast brother. God will transform you. You are a child of God’s. The story of Job talks about exactly what you’re going through. Invite God into your storm and He will rescue you right where you’re at

Monk•167d ago

Buddy please do not do that you are not alone you have millions of brothers and sisters on here who support you no matter what and want you to succeed just as much as themselves.

Gary•167d ago

God doesn’t just accept you when you don’t have any junk or baggage. He wants you to come to him during any of those times. Nothing that you can do can make God not love you. We can do this.

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