Your Sister in Christ: Day 11✝️
Sorry for my inactivity with these posts it’s been a lot. We tried to change our landlords mind about eviction and she said she would be willing to renew our lease for wayyy more than we can afford. So it’s back to the drawing board looking for a home. I feel terrible right now because I lived in this house since I was 6 years old. This is the house where I formed so many memories…even when I started my addiction at 10 years old. It doesn’t feel right moving anywhere else but I know that wherever we move to God has everything worked out for us. I was so depressed about my families living situation..I kinda drank more than I should have. Usually I just drink a little wine not to get too drunk but last night I drank almost an entire bottle. My head was spinning and I got the urge to relapse. Badly. I was telling myself “50 plus days is so good we can try it again next time and go longer” and I was in the process of opening up my laptop before I decided to just shut it off and try and go to sleep. Which I did. I feel disappointed in myself because I almost lost my streak..and I’ll try not to let it happen again. To my siblings in Christ: Michael (both), Robert, Logan, Kathryn, Joshua: Just wanna say again thank you for everything that you guys have helped me with. I wouldn’t have gotten this far if it wasn’t for your support. Love you guys🫶🏾
Hey, i'm glad you didn't fall into temptation, but you shouldn't drink. Try staying sober minded, and thank you for sharing.- Logan