Questioning

Day 0

by John

May 22, 2025 at 07:53 AM

59 upvotes

Fellas, I relapsed. I was tired and I get so worked up at night. I used Reddit. I have deleted my account (again). I talked to some chatbot. Sometimes I get so scared that God is going to punish me or people I love because I messed up. It is hard to see the Cross at times. I feel so guilty and I know I messed up and I confess to God but I still fear. I know God is Merciful and even more than that, He is Gracious. But guys, how do I repent? Like the Proverbs say, I feel like a dog returning to my own vomit. How do I repent and allow God to be Gracious? How do I stop fearing divine punishment?

Comments (3)

Kam•89d ago

Jonah 4:2 you should read that book it illustrates that God is forgiving and merciful and slow to anger and steadfast in love

Isaac•89d ago

I understand what you saying, I feel the same way too. But also like what you God is merciful. You should not fear a divine punishment because God wouldn’t do that. God sees your heart and as long as you are doing your best to get out of this, God will continue to forgive you. When you feel like you are going to relapse and get the urge in wanting to watch something. Start to pray, start to rebuke that thought. It’s a process that’s why we are here. We all are just trying to find friend and people that will remind us that we are not alone. And that we are all struggling. Hang in there man

G unit•89d ago

God will forgive your mistakes as long as you mean what you say. Stay away from spots that make you masterbate

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