This week was something
Tomorrow will be 30 days for me. It’s the longest I’ve went in years. This past week has been the hardest yet but thank God I made it! I was tempted more this week than I have been since I started this journey. When I’ve been the closest to giving in my amazing girlfriend has been there to talk me through it. She’s been so supportive through this journey I couldn’t ask for anyone better! The panic button has been a life saver a few times and so has my tree. The idea of having to chop that down and start over has kept me motivated. If I can do it then anyone can!
We had to have a very uncomfortable conversation for me a while ago. I had to explain my entire situation with this from start to finish. I was terrified she would get mad and leave me because that’s what almost everyone else I’ve asked for help has done. I’m blessed to have an absolute angel of a woman in my life. Without her and this app I’d still be in a huge mess