108 days. 2 decades of struggle

First saw porn at 12 years old. I’m mid 30s now. I had on and off stints of not looking, but I’d say the longest I ever went at a time was 2 weeks. But this time is different. I’m 108 days clean now from porn and masturbation. But more importantly my mind and mindset had shifted completely. Before it felt like a punishment to not do those things. Now I realize, those things just aren’t healthy for me. Like eating junk food, or any unhealthy habit, now that porn and masturbation disgust me, I just have no urge to even do those things any more. Because of this, my life has shifted. Meeting people in social settings has gotten even easier, taking risks, and being fully present with no brain fog… it just feels good! This journey is worth it. I’m not worried about being “perfect”. The only thing I do now is take life one day at a time. My mind is strong. My faith in myself and God is strong. You all can do this. Trust me! God bless you all 🔥🔥.