Shower Thoughts.
Everytime I go into the shower (6pm-9pm) I always get the urge. And it doesn’t go away. I’ve tried ways to combat this, but I always get stuck in the loop where I will tell myself “no one will find out, it’s not that bad, it’s not a big deal” but then the clarity hits when I’m laying in bed and I realise how fucked I am.
Cold showers are the key to solving this one