Relapsing daily
I downloaded this app a couple weeks ago and haven’t even made it to 24 hours. I’m very embarrassed even posting this, but idk. Just trying to go through the motions with the app so I give it a full shot. I really want to quit…something inside me says “it’s not that bad” before each time. I’m looking to get married soon and I want to kick this habit for her - the woman I’m hoping to marry. I don’t want to be trying to overcome this while she’s with me. Idk man - just can’t kick it. It’s been years and I don’t normally even go 1 day without it. I keep saying “tonight after work I’ll stop” or “tomorrow morning I’ll stop”. All the same basic bs excuses I hear drug addicts say. I’m annoyed but for some reason I guess my why isn’t enough. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk / rant. Hope yall are doing better at this than I 😂🤓
It could lead to the point of no return. I’m glad you realized this is not your future and you caught it. Repent and turn from it. I believe in you that you can do this. With the right mindset and your eyes on the Lord Jesus Christ i believe you can beat this! Thank you for being honest and open and taking accountability of your wrong doings