Day 2..

Day 2 is here again, and this is always one of the hardest. The urges become unbearable and by day 3 I’ve typically relapsed. This time I’m pushing myself to go further, and fight the urges. That starts with making this post and putting my dedication in writing. I want nothing more than to destroy this addiction to porn and masturbation, it’s been a part of my life for way too long, and I despise it deeply. I’ve replaced hope with determination this time around, and I’m ready to hit new levels of freedom. Day 7 is my goal, then day 14, then 21. I’m aiming to drag out every 7 days and stay on this path, until I no longer have any urges. The hardest part about relapsing is figuring out when to start “fresh,” again, and this time, I’m not letting myself slip back into habits.