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Day 19
by Bailey
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Today, I fought a war in the shadows. Not against something I could see or touch — but against the pull of old patterns, the whisper of temptation, and the slow erosion of will. It wasn’t clean. It wasn’t heroic. But it was real. And I stood. I stumbled into old territory — not the darkest corners, but the hallway that leads there. I lingered too long. I entertained the hunger. I flirted with the edge. And still… I did not fall. At the start of my journey I did not think it would be this complex, today I flirted with going back, I looked at things I shouldn’t have, repeatedly. Not porn, but along the same path. Where once I would’ve spiraled, today I resisted. Not perfectly — but powerfully. I felt the pull and recognized it for what it was: the old script, the broken loop, the trap I’ve been dismantling day by day. And even as my strength faltered, my conviction did not. Today was not a failure. It was a lesson — a brutal, honest one — but one that reminded me what I’m truly capable of. I see the cracks that still need sealing. I see the habits that still reach for me. And I see, more clearly than ever, the path forward. Recovery is not linear, set backs are inevitable This is the turning point — not the end of the fight, but the beginning of the counter attack. From here on, I don’t just survive urges… I master them. I don’t just hold the line… I draw a new one. I have been clean from porn and masturbation for 19 days, today was tough, but I held the line against my urges. Today, I rose bloodied but unbeaten. And tomorrow, I rise stronger.

Comments (4)
Sam85d ago

👏👏👌

Michael85d ago

👏👏👏

Jelani85d ago

🔥🔥🔥🔥

Nathaniel85d ago

Proud of you Bailey. Stay strong brother💪🏾

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