feeling progress!!

every time i try to kick this habit, i start to have consistent and vivid dreams about sexual encounters that leave me vulnerable and more likely to relapse. they always start about one week after abstaining from porn. most of the time the dream is actually me trying to access porn and i often wake up feeling like i did so in real life. they’re super demoralizing and it highlights just how dependent i’ve been on porn for the majority of my life. i am, however, incredibly happy to report that last night was the first night since day 7 that i did not have that dream!! where i would normally wake up confused and ridden with guilt, i now feel confident and that i’m making very considerable progress towards sobriety. and honestly i dont think i could do this without you guys and this community. it helps to know i’m not alone and i’m so thankful for that. love you guys and know i’m praying for all of us🙏🏻