Day 21 - Devil working against me
Been doing well overall with a positive mindset but last night I scrolled past some porn on Twitter and now my mind has been flooded with evil thoughts. I’m telling myself I will never be able to work in law enforcement, there’s nothing I can do with my life, I should kill myself, etc. etc. it’s fucked up man but it feels like the thoughts aren’t even mine and just calling me to relapse. This blows.
Set your settings on twitter to don't show sensitive content. Im working in crypto so im on twitter all the time but this helped me alot.