16 days in
After staying clean for 16 days, today I was on Twitter (not to watch porn obviously) but came across a post that contained some nudity. I stared at it to long and got the urges to relapse. Eventually I was able to keep my cool and don’t give in. I went on a walk to clear my head, and deleted Twitter so that I don’t get this misleading feelings again. I personally don’t consider this as cheating, but also feel disappointed in myself.
That’s true, it’s about not getting tempted by porn. It’s impossible to hide from it, but in the end it’s about how you react to it when you do see it. Even tho I’ve been only 16 days clean, It became more and more clear to me that porn is just a distraction and a distraction only, nothing else. But I also know that I shouldn’t celebrate to soon. Keep it brothers!