I really just wanna relapse. The one person who can help (she doesn’t know how much she helps) just isn’t here for me at all. All day at work she’s my motivation and she doesn’t answer and for 12 hours all I want is a text back and when she doesn’t I just go home, drink and contemplate relapsing.
I know Jesus will always be there for me but I don’t see it like that unfortunately I’m very dependent on people and I ruin friendships or potential relationships
One thing you shouldn’t do is rely or put faith in people because they will leave you. But the one person who will never leave is God, he is always there for you. Deuteronomy 31:8 NLT Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will be with you. He will neither fail you nor abandon you.
It’s good tho
I’m getting pretty heavy on the drinking
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