I relapsed after 5 days and I don’t know how to feel?
Day 0
by Tyler
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So I relapsed just now and I feel conflicted. So I wanted to masturbate but in my head I didn’t think I should only because of the streak which got me the urge to jerk off more and more. Instead of jerking off to my imagination or a not sexual photo( to give me more imagination) I went to porn and relapsed. I’m upset but also happy that I made it past 3 or 4 days which I was stuck on. I’m also happy that I built some new habits that I committed to doing for those 5 days. I’m thinking me caring so much about ruining a counter and what counts as a relapse led me to porn. What do you think?
Congrats on making day 4 my man 3-4 are honestly the hardest. I think it’s fine to jerk off I still do but i have to force myself to not watch porn. I recall the reason i decided to quit and get so disgusted i somtimes don’t even want to wank. I want to congratulate you fr and encourage you that next time you think you need to look remember why you want to quit. Porn is an awful thing and it shouldn’t be so accessible bc it’s worse than drugs and supports a horrible industry. The only thing porn does is ruin lives. Good luck on your journey my man