used ASMR
Day 11
by Noah
119 upvotes
no video, no pictures. just ASMR sensual sounds thinking about my ex. have i broke my streak? i don't feel guilty honestly. because i truly was thinking about someone that was in my life that i've had sexual relations with. My imagination was unlocking lol. Don't think I would do it again anytime soon cus it took a lot of effort to imagine. Anyways does this count as a relapse ?
It’s ultimately up to you. Personally, I’ve found ASMR to be dangerous, especially if its more suggestive or “sensual”. For me, my brain was just getting creative on “how can I achieve this dopamine hit I crave” without explicitly using porn. Before I know it, I’ve relapsed again. But your mileage may vary.