welp.

alright so i relapsed. but i came to a realization (pun completely intended). i feel like i’ve been going about this in a way that doesn’t work for me. when i initially downloaded this app i had done so with the intent to quit pornography and masturbation. but after relapsing i realized that masturbation and sex are always going to be a part of life and i shouldn’t shame myself for doing so. what i should shame myself for is the pornography. it’s the fact that i needed the porn for sexual release is what’s bothering me the most. so i think that’s something i’m going to reflect on going forward, how can i continue to express myself sexually in a healthy way while still abstaining from porn. does this resonate with anyone at all?