Almost 11 days

Hello everyone today will make 11 days into this experience. Honestly it’s hard not doing what you usually do. But it is worth it. I would normally lay in my bed before I go to sleep and that when I start watching it because of a routine. It was always a thing I did before I went to sleep or whenever I was in bed. I knew it needed to stop this and now that I have almost 11 days in it’s harder than ever them urges I get something at night. The feeling is strong to just go back to the video and watch it. The reason I decided to stop was because of Jesus our lord and savior. He is the reason I’m doing this to stop the lustful sinning. I want to change and be for Christ but I needed to stop my normal. Jesus is king and the lord of lords. He will Bring each and everyone of you out of this. You must have faith as small as a mustard seed and your good. Please surrender to him and the rest is history. The lord got me out my addiction to weed and I’ve been sober for 4 months now