Checking in day 2

I have made a huge decision in my life and career I have decided to relocate to another city and move to a place more isolated than the cities since cities get a huge trigger on me Im still going in strong I have deleted most of my porn collection and looking for more to get rid of I have lost everything from friends, family, girlfriend and careers but i didn’t lose myself which is good If i lose myself it means that i lost connection to god and therefore ever gets destroyed “Its ok to lose people but never yourself”