PIED

I have been with a few girls over the 3 past years, and everytime i lose erection and cant maintain it. I have never had penetrating sex. Im so sick and tired of this. I went to my doctor but his only response is performance anxiety and gives me viagra. Im 21 healthy, and workout 4 times a week. Im now doing a 90 days reboot, 100% semenretention and noporn to get my life back. Im not using viagra. I feel so emasculated and i dont feel like a man. This is the worst feeling you can feel as a man. Ive been addicted to porn for the past 11 years. I can only get erected to these pov, tabu and fucked up fantasies. I worked to attract a 10/10 girl only to not get erect. First time around i said i was tired, she then came back yesterday the same thing happend. She laughed at me, looked at me in pityful way. But i dont give a fuck, fuck that bitch. Lets see, im a attract a even hotter girl than her and when im healed ohh man. This PIED sucks, anyone here who can relate?