Why do I have this addiction?

What are you trying to get from that? Be honest with yourself and see what it is and where else you might get the same result. Is it affection, attention, love? What’s missing and what can you do instead? The fidelity bank and trust doesn’t allow you to make deposits elsewhere.

Most people do in this day and age unfortunately, it is a byproduct of the hyper sexualized world we live in but you can beat it and you have an obligation to yourself and your wife to do so.

it sucks bro, keep fighting! for her sake

If you nevěr cheat and you are loyal, it’s ok