Me and my porn addiction

Porn is one of those things that can seem ok initially, but over time corrupts your mind and seeps into every corner of your life. I bet if you tried to cold turkey quit porn right now you’d notice just how much you depend on it, which is unhealthy.

there is nothing like good sex and intimacy with a partner the minute you realize that and want connection you’ll see the phone and the porn is just fake

honestly bro i functioned well before with porn but it would keep my stress levels down cause i had a very stressful job working with alot of people and responsible for the business and almost all entirety of millions of dollars, but that shit let me to keep going more and more and more was never enough and i did many things and tried to acting some dirrty ass stuff looking for prostitues to fulfill fantasies but deep down it finally hit me that i was doing wrong and this controlled my life and made me feel ashamed of the stuff i was doing and looking at and doing i had did shrooms and psychs and that really opened me up and i felt the weight of all the porn and the abuse it caused me and my mind even gave me some psych ED getting offf porn has been a struggle the sooner and less disturbing stuff you see the easier it is to kick the habit

Sounds like you are trying really hard to justify it my brother. I think you know deep down that it’s not good for you. And if you are a Christian I can promise you it’s not the life God desires for you.