Disappointed
Just relapsed after nearly 12 days clean, seen a trigger on twitter and it just spiralled from there. Even tho I’m deeply disappointed I couldn’t fight the urge this time I understand what caused it and have now deleted twitter entirely . I’m desperately trying to become free of this BS
I have to admit I enjoyed every single post and every page. I have to be honest with myself. I like that stuff and that’s the problem. I have to change my desires