Day almost over

I came home with my urges. Went to take a shower. Ima be honest. I indulged. It’s went from a little bit of dis to a little bit of that. I was wacking but I didn’t finish. I edged but before it got too intense I stopped and thought. I really could’ve came and I woulda felt disappointed. So I cut it there and finished my shower. Still have a slight urge but I have not wasted my semen. W day 1 attempt? (I also made a bet with my friend. First to cum owes the other $85. Hope this gives me the extra umph to get it through.) Love yall and keep ya head up. Things are bound to happen. But what are you 🫵 Gonna do Peace, love, stay blessed ✌️