I’m feeling extremely triggered right now like I want to act out. I had a call with an ex partner. That I was really anxious about. The call went well, however now I feel relieved and also like I want to reward myself. I also don’t want to be sitting in my office all day. It’s so beautiful out. I just wanna get out and be in nature.. But right now all I feel like doing is looking at porn or going to a massage parlor.
Reward yourself brother, but do it in a healthy way. You might think it’s a reward but you will immediately feel awful. Imagine wanting to eat a McDonald’s Big Mac. Sounds good but the second you finish it, you feel terrible. Same thing. You got this I’m rooting for you
How is masterbation and porn or going to a massage parlor rewarding yourself when you’re left with guilt and shame from sin? Rewarding yourself would be to use that time to do something good for the community! Giving your time to God will reward you much more in heaven than on this temporary plannet!
Don’t do it N8! Praying for you!
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