We don’t need sex, we need love

I think often times we substitute one for the other. Sex or porn, can feel like a substitute. But it’s a plastic love. A fake love. But our souls crave a deeper and greater love. That love can only be found in Jesus Christ. Ive tried everything to fill the void and nothing truly satisfied. Porn, alcohol, drugs, sex, or money. Nothing made me feel at peace. Right now I’m missing my relationship with God. I’m truly heartbroken that like a dog Ive returned to my vomit. I don’t understand why God loves a fool like me. I’m trying to learn to repent but this fake substitute, this substance that tries to take the place of God is not worthy of my time, health, or devotion. Only Jesus Christ is worthy of this. Lord help me.