13 days: im sad
read this so my depression reduces rather than increase more. Im happy that i dont watch porn for now for 13 days but at the same time im depressed about my life situatuon. in 18 and i dont have any gf and my exams are in 25 days and i have to study and if i dont study i will score bad and wont do good in life. I have no one who can support me with this gf stuff. I want to stay away from relationship to study more but the more i try to stay away the more it comes back to me. depression is real and suicides are real, those who suicide really have something stuck in their mind and they dont open those thoughts to anyone instead just jump off and die. Im not at that level of depression but it feels like not having life is better than this life. I used to play games and have fun but games not fun anymore aswell. I. dont. know
whatsup man, i want to let you know that you’re not behind at all. you’re only 18 with so much more life and love to experience that you can’t even comprehend yet! be nice to yourself and understand that you don’t have to have it all figured out yet. you are loved.