9 years of failing

Ive tried counseling. Paid thousands for all kinds of programs. Prayed. Fasted. Visited dozens of churches asking for prayer and anointing. Joined groups. Gone to celebrate recovery. Downloaded covenant eyes and other apps to block it. Just for me to find dvds magazines or even work computer. I have read dozens of books. Pray daily. 5 times a day I beg God to remove this from me. Granted i have gone from 3-6 times a day to once a week. But thats after 9 years of trying. So there is some progress. But when the arousal hits me its like I lose control and cant stop myself.