Just started
Day 0
by Josue
651 upvotes
Feel like the thing I hate the most, a hypocrite. I am married and have a 7-month-old bb and I told myself I would stop beating when she was born, but just to not even remember when I broke my word for the millionth time. The thing that bothers me the most is the way I feel like I'm being unfaitfull to the woman that loves the person that I am and that I hate so much. I want change and I'm willing to make change and I believe I have some strength left to get through this. However is something else messing with me, my mind tricks me into saying no 1M% then tomorrow is the same shit different ass As a simple, I ask for advice good or bad to open my eyes a bit more.
i just started this journey so i cant give full proof advice but for me, i think im going to try and just think about making myself better for her. if you ever feel the urge to watch porn, try working out or doing a hobby that you enjoy! at the end of my journey its all for her. she deserves a better man. you got this man keep going