it was hard but i did it

it was weird breaking the habit of not watching porn for a day. usually the longest i don’t watch it is for like 5-6 days during my period, but it felt different not doing it when i “could’ve.” again, it’s a little embarrassing being one of the few girls on here.. but i guess at least i realize i have an issue and i want to fix it. especially because i have the most amazing loving boyfriend. i am a virgin because i’m saving myself for marriage, but yet i have a raging porn addiction. it’s shameful and disgusting, especially since i have the most wonderful boyfriend. but this was my first step in quitting. one day down, i suppose. i hope the “rewiring my brain” actually works. at this point in time, it’s hard to see myself actually quitting porn. but i hope one day i will. i used to be addicted to other things as well. harmful things. but i quit. if i can do that, i’m sure i can do this. i just hope i can get the support.