Day 1
by Big Joovus
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Situation: there is this one YouTuber who writes fanfics and I’m a big fan on his work. However, sometimes there are very intimate or even actual sex scenes that are included. Images are not added and no sounds, just reading. I don’t have a physical reaction every time and when I do I don’t act on them. I don’t want to avoid his channel cause I love his content but is this “relapsing”? I don’t view the content for the nsfw sections but I don’t avoid them either.
Would you watch classic art only if private parts were covered? My understanding is you read the full text - not just the nsfw as you write… I read Nancy Fridays book - front to end - as I came across it as part of “day dreaming” (which again is part of my studies). So, I read sexual fantasies and their explanations and categorizations - with a scientific approach - no reactions, not seeking stuff out. No relapse. Chill and enjoy reading :-)