Half of my life battling these demons
Last week I turned 30 and I came to the realization that over half my life has been consumed by porn use. I've been all over the place with sobriety and relapse cycles, longest being a little over two years clean. Being married now with a two year old son and another on the way, I cannot continue this pattern. I cannot be the best father to my sons and the best husband with porn use still in my life. To all the kids out there in their teens - I am positively begging you to get this problem out of your life. By any means necessary you have to gain control and stop. I know I can regain control and I wish I didn't have to look back with regrets. But I do look forward to the future with hope and resolve. Stay strong.
If you’re a teen, cut the distractions as soon as possible, make yourself not being reliable on social media for entertainment, bc that’s where most of teens urges come from