Just lost the streak….

idk, I feel lost right now, like where did my month of building self discipline go to if I just decided to fall right now. However I know what I need to do in the future. 1st not bring my phone with me into the bathroom, it stirs up temptations and it destroys me every time. Next if I ever feel lust or look lustfully, I must run, run from the temptations for I am not strong enough to win. 3rd I must pray sooo much more and actually rely on God; God is the only way out of death for he himself defeated death on the cross for our sakes!! Next if I encounter a lustful thought or I am by myself I must change my environment, and pray the Jesus Prayer—“My Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God, Have mercy on me a sinner”—Through this prayer the devil has no space to encapsulate my brain, for a empty mind is the devil’s playground. I must rewire my brain to always pray, I must rewire my brain to long for long term dopamine and joy and not cheap dopamine from porn. The only way to achieve true joy is through God!! I must use my phone less, I must start finding new hobbies. I will begin working out, I will begin reading, I will pray more, I will call my friends when i’m in need, I will run from sin, I will always fill my mind with prayer, I will always put God first, I will never fall back—at rock bottom where else is there to go—, and I will win through God, for Salvation is soooo near I can feel it. Pray for me please!!