Sorry
Im sorry to myself, I find myself having given up this last week, not just this but life in general, I don’t want anyone reading this message to be sad but rather take it as an example of what not to do. Found myself not wanting to sleep but when i do sleep i don’t want to wake up. My heart feels darkened by this sin to the point where i don’t feel like i love anyone anymore not even my family. I told others over here to not stop praying no matter how much sin they do but I’m hypocritical by stopping praying myself, O Allah i’m lost and there is no escape from anything but towards you. I don’t just need to quit but I need to change my life
Jesus Christ is Lord of my life and I don’t want to take his sacrifice for granted. Jesus can get you through this He’s the only one who can!