Choosing Myself

Just 4 hours left before I hit the 2-day mark. Right now, I’m honestly feeling tempted to have a glimpse at a sexy content. And while it may sound harmless, I know to myself it’s not. I’ve been down that road before. That “harmless” glimpse will turn into wanting more. Before I knew it, I’m in a trance, fapping, and wasting time and energy I can’t get back. So when the urge hit, I opened Quittr. I needed something to ground me. And seeing the homepage reminded me, I’m this close to Day 2. It’s been a while since I made it this far. I’m tired of relapsing. Tired of always resetting to Day 1. This time, I’m choosing myself over the urge. Even a glimpse isn’t worth it. I’m posting this to hold myself accountable! I’m not giving in. Not today. I’ll make it to Day 2 this time. Then Day 3. Then a week. Then a month. Then a year.