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Basically I did try to stop this habit once like 2 months ago. what happened was i did resist for 19 days. I know what kept me resisting for that long time. Basically those days i was trying not to use my PC and i dont have a phone aswell. i wasnt using pc to studies and not be distracted from games and overall youtube stuff. but when i after 17 days started using pc, social media came back everything, i started getting some temptations. i survived the first day but the 2nd day. it got me. and now today i bought this subscription thinking i can salvage something. even though its a risk for me because i dont have money normally i just invested it here because i think the risk-success ratio is good. if i am able to leave this addiction here, very good. if not, shit. but atleast it will be worth the money if I can leave the addiction