I feel kinda hopeless. Porn was my way of escapism from all the things I didn’t want to face, and now that I’ve stopped I feel fear and anxiety. I feel tense and angry at all the things I can’t control. This was supposed to be a key to freedom and peace yet I’ve felt nothing but angst. Everyday I think about relapsing because I know I can just go back to coping. It’s really pathetic.
Stay strong! It takes time, I’m sure you heard and knew this going in. It will be after you, disguising itself as relief in order to get you to stumble. You have made it so far! Please don’t stop now, I yearn to make it as far as you are now, and I’m sure so many others do as well. Keep powering on and may God bless you in fleeing from lust and leading you to Him
Thank you
It’s very hard, they say you don’t feel the difference till later, but for the angst and the turmoil in your heart, it’s hard but find some way to bring peace to your heart, and find new methods pig dealing with these heartaches. It is much easier to cope, believe me l know, but in the long run you’ll find better results by staying strong. Hoping the best for you
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Thank you brother.